Saturday, September 07, 2013

好好說再見



Such beautiful quality.

Such beautiful voices.

Such beautiful words.

Such beautiful endings.

Such beautiful impossibilities.

The only way to say goodbye is to recognise your own mistakes and stand up to it. Then let time take over the healing. We all deserve proper closures.

Thursday, September 05, 2013

你是否也像我一样在想你

Was it you who spoke the words that things will happen but not to me... Oh things are gonna happen naturally.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind... For me it happens all the time.


Lonely train rides have a way of disintegrating one's strength. When you're feeling like titanium, all you need is a long, quiet train ride, together with the trusty iPod, to wear it all off. The pain wasn't so much from not having my own set of wheels any more nor was it about getting stuck in a cabin full of stinky shirts, but how life has transformed for me.

When you trust so much and believe too much, you sink and before you know it, the quicksand consumes you in entirety. For some reason, AppleBaby sent me this song the other day and I felt all emotional again for no apparent reason. Maybe I did have a reason... Not that I matter anymore.

hey  我真的好想你   现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的 有想哭的心情   不知道你现在到底在哪里 
hey 我真的好想你   太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我该从何说起   你是否也像我一样在想你 

如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心 但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你 我在哪里 又有什么可惜 反正一切来不及 反正没有了自己

hey 我真的好想你 不知道你现在到底在哪里

hey 我真的好想你   现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的   有想哭的心情   不知道你现在到底在哪里 
hey 我真的好想你   太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话   我应该从何说起   你是否也像我一样在想你

你是否也像我一样在想你

Maybe it is just me... Words, especially lyrics in songs, have a way of getting to me.

Time stopped during that rainy day, standing in the queue for cabs...
Time stopped during that fine evening, the only dinner that mattered...
Time stopped during that summer night, the smell lingers...