Blogs by airline crews that tell all are the talk of the town. Singapore Airlines has already banned their crews from doing so. This boils down to privacy. Most people refer to their friends or family by their names directly revealing their relation and information that might not be personal at the point of publishing but might become sensitive in time to come. Company logos and emblems including the "kebaya" will directly or indirectly reveal the sleazy lifestyles of the cabin crews and this in turn might tarnish the airline's reputation. The act of blogging might be seemingly harmless but in actual fact, if it is an open blog, anyone will be able to access let alone the fact that individual words written in the blogs will be picked up by search engines. Since Day One, I have insisted on using nicknames and some of which I wouldn't even remember in a couple of weeks time and had to reinvent another nickname. It all began because I wanted to avoid some personal implications. It turned out to be a wise decision as many doesn't want their identity and stories to be revealed.
I mentioned way too many times that my blog is my personal outlet. Rightfully pointed out by Urban Legend, it might jolly well end up as someone else's inlet. I kept my entries to very simple and readable layman terms hoping that some of my stories, thoughts or decisions will indirectly affect my readers in a positive way. Admittedly, I've been negative and low but even then, I have received relatively good feedback on how some people can relate to my emotions and was reassured that things will definitely take a better turn. Even so, names are never mentioned to protect the "innocent". The only exception I make are new babies. They are just so pure and new to this world. I don't think I should hide them behind any veils. So far, there's only Laura Widya and Chloe Sim. I wonder how is Baby Laura doing now...
Back to blogging on work-related matters, I have always avoided them unless it's seriously affecting my emotions. Recently, I must say I've been affected more than ever but i know I will be back in shape very soon and be whipping up big numbers in no time. Keeping work and personal life separated is tough, blogging and Facebook just makes it harder. If only we can keep everything absolutely anonymous, that would be great but that too, takes away the fun. All I can hope is for you to enjoy the crazy nicknames I come up with every now and then.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Getting In Shape
Waking up early has always been a challenge to me. But the enthusiasm and adrenalin running through you might just make the difference. When I first started my current job, I was the happy girl, totally in love with every moment of my little life while working for the most wonderful boss in the world. I raced myself to work everyday just to get in before Babooshka Mom. Setting an excellent example, she was always around and has got what it takes to run an office efficiently. She understood the importance of being a good role model. It does make a big difference. The key between being an employer and employee, she had it all figured. Hats off!
These days, I've been getting out of bed later and later and only when being whipped back into shape, I actually got in alot earlier. But I wasn't that happy to get in. I wasn't smiling to myself and hoping that I'll get in earlier than anyone else in the office. All I really do is to pray hard that Shrek don't send me another of those emails telling me how f***ed up I am. The regular humdrum goes...
All I want these days is a good night's sleep and being able to wake up half an hour early so Comedy Boss doesn't have to save my arse by covering it all up for me. I feel so bad having dragged him down while he's also being whipped together by Shrek. When asked about my loyalty to the company, I started to think maybe it's just being loyalty to certain personality. Comedy Boss earned my trust, others will have to do the same. Remorse doesn't affect me anymore. All that is whipping me together is the thought of dressing up "Goma" and oh, the next Miu Miu bag.
These days, I've been getting out of bed later and later and only when being whipped back into shape, I actually got in alot earlier. But I wasn't that happy to get in. I wasn't smiling to myself and hoping that I'll get in earlier than anyone else in the office. All I really do is to pray hard that Shrek don't send me another of those emails telling me how f***ed up I am. The regular humdrum goes...
All I want these days is a good night's sleep and being able to wake up half an hour early so Comedy Boss doesn't have to save my arse by covering it all up for me. I feel so bad having dragged him down while he's also being whipped together by Shrek. When asked about my loyalty to the company, I started to think maybe it's just being loyalty to certain personality. Comedy Boss earned my trust, others will have to do the same. Remorse doesn't affect me anymore. All that is whipping me together is the thought of dressing up "Goma" and oh, the next Miu Miu bag.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Who's The Fairest Of Them All?
Life is so fragile. One day we're celebrating life, the other we get news of unexpected departures. Departures that makes your heart whine in sorrow and your eyes follow suit without much control. Life is too short for us to feel sorry for ourselves and worry about yesterday. I want to smile for today and now. Fact is we do have to worry about the "what if".
The precise reason why my darn bloody ridiculous excess for my motor insurance is out of regular proportion is all because of a big "what if". We can't be absolutely covered for what come may but why do us as humans try to do as much as we can for a tomorrow that we're unsure of even though we don't know if we'll be killed on the road tomorrow.
To say that I asked for it is not entirely wrong since I could have registered the car under someone else's name but it's about time I take on such responsibilities and be a big girl. For once in my life, I'm taking good care of myself and people around me. That feeling is beyond what words can translate.
I can rattle on but today's been just a crazy day. To go on about things I'm not happy with is not the way I do things. All I ever wanted was to be treated fairly. We'll see...
The precise reason why my darn bloody ridiculous excess for my motor insurance is out of regular proportion is all because of a big "what if". We can't be absolutely covered for what come may but why do us as humans try to do as much as we can for a tomorrow that we're unsure of even though we don't know if we'll be killed on the road tomorrow.
To say that I asked for it is not entirely wrong since I could have registered the car under someone else's name but it's about time I take on such responsibilities and be a big girl. For once in my life, I'm taking good care of myself and people around me. That feeling is beyond what words can translate.
I can rattle on but today's been just a crazy day. To go on about things I'm not happy with is not the way I do things. All I ever wanted was to be treated fairly. We'll see...
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Birthday Announcements
My nose is killing me and it's causing the headache that's affecting my ability to function. Losing sleep should not be a peripheral result of an allergy attack. The dry and sore throat eventually prevents me from falling asleep.
Bunch of announcements!
1. Happy Birthday you Dodo in NY. All the best! Things are already beginning to look up and it will only get better for you. Love you, buddy. I think I should get you a TV so that I can watch it when I go over... Hurhur, I'll just go live with my twin... Oh she's coming back... Oh well, I'll go watch TV over at Yawho!'s place. Can both of you move closer to one another?
2. Happy Advanced Birthday to Grandma. My only living Grandparent... I've been going to church so don't you worry!
3. Welcome to this world, little Chloe Sim. Although a little premature, I'm sure you'll grow up to be a fine young lady. Does that mean that your full month celebration is coming up soon? Dang...
My head is spinning out of proportion... I should get some non irritating light into my eyeballs... No more computers! Bye...
Bunch of announcements!
1. Happy Birthday you Dodo in NY. All the best! Things are already beginning to look up and it will only get better for you. Love you, buddy. I think I should get you a TV so that I can watch it when I go over... Hurhur, I'll just go live with my twin... Oh she's coming back... Oh well, I'll go watch TV over at Yawho!'s place. Can both of you move closer to one another?
2. Happy Advanced Birthday to Grandma. My only living Grandparent... I've been going to church so don't you worry!
3. Welcome to this world, little Chloe Sim. Although a little premature, I'm sure you'll grow up to be a fine young lady. Does that mean that your full month celebration is coming up soon? Dang...
My head is spinning out of proportion... I should get some non irritating light into my eyeballs... No more computers! Bye...
Monday, May 26, 2008
你是我的答案不变的答案
Been more than a week of living by anti-histamines, nasal spray, decongestants, etc. Having the nose perpetually blocked and waking up with a super sore throat doesn't quite help when there are too much work to be completed. Taking time off work isn't an option unless I run out of all possibilities. Believe or not, I've been putting far more effort at work than earlier this year and all I wanted to do was to not sacrifice my lifestyle of traveling and gallivanting around while spending half my assets on a huge liability commonly known as the car. And in my case, dressing up the liability adding on to it's depreciating value.
Ideas and thoughts of various rims started to roam and focus shift and again. The only thing I can be sure is the rim size for now. Mind you, this is an achievement as I was still shuttling between 18" and 19" yesterday. I've decided on the 18" solely because the rubbers are going to be expensive replacements and having decided to dump my money on the really expensive PS2, it's only wise to take the 18". Plus it goes very well with the car 8 x 18. Perfect! Now, we need something that could clear the BBKs in future. If the rims can only clear certain BBKs, then I'll have to make extra effort to afford those "glorified" ones.
My big blueprint is more or less clear. Driving the car stock is not an option, it's a must. At least for the first few months, I will have to know and feel my car so much so I can hear what's exactly wrong. Then I would predict the suspension to be the first to go. KW V2 or V3 or PSS9, still on the drawing board. All I know is to do the anti-roll bar with the suspension. The handling would be the first I have to give some attention to. Power wise, I have more than enough of those at this point in time.
You will start to see my progressively mod diary over here in amidst of my mindless rantings. As of today, the antihistamine is taking effect, the z monster is calling me. I've been listening to the song I posted yesterday on youtube because I can't find the mp3 and they do not have the CD at Gramophone. Repeating the lyrics to myself reminds me of how much I long for your presence. Like you said, it's not easy and I have to live with it. I chose this passage and I will have to bite my own tongue and live through it. Unless I'm told one day that I'm not welcomed in the little house without gates anymore. That is when I'll take my leave...
Am I still part of the thinking process by any chance?
Ideas and thoughts of various rims started to roam and focus shift and again. The only thing I can be sure is the rim size for now. Mind you, this is an achievement as I was still shuttling between 18" and 19" yesterday. I've decided on the 18" solely because the rubbers are going to be expensive replacements and having decided to dump my money on the really expensive PS2, it's only wise to take the 18". Plus it goes very well with the car 8 x 18. Perfect! Now, we need something that could clear the BBKs in future. If the rims can only clear certain BBKs, then I'll have to make extra effort to afford those "glorified" ones.
My big blueprint is more or less clear. Driving the car stock is not an option, it's a must. At least for the first few months, I will have to know and feel my car so much so I can hear what's exactly wrong. Then I would predict the suspension to be the first to go. KW V2 or V3 or PSS9, still on the drawing board. All I know is to do the anti-roll bar with the suspension. The handling would be the first I have to give some attention to. Power wise, I have more than enough of those at this point in time.
You will start to see my progressively mod diary over here in amidst of my mindless rantings. As of today, the antihistamine is taking effect, the z monster is calling me. I've been listening to the song I posted yesterday on youtube because I can't find the mp3 and they do not have the CD at Gramophone. Repeating the lyrics to myself reminds me of how much I long for your presence. Like you said, it's not easy and I have to live with it. I chose this passage and I will have to bite my own tongue and live through it. Unless I'm told one day that I'm not welcomed in the little house without gates anymore. That is when I'll take my leave...
Am I still part of the thinking process by any chance?
Sunday, May 25, 2008
顺着梦的沿岸只有收穫没有遗憾
Caught "Made of Honour" with Ex-Sir's Sir today. He has conveniently became my weekend buddy since both of us have NBTD. Every weekend seems to be major shopping trips for us apart from the satisfying sashimis and Bakerzin'. I bought a VEHICLE last week and he bought a camera this week. I was drooling when I was the camera and the very one I wanted cost like TWICE the one he bought so thou shalt be a good girl and refocus (pun intended) my priorties. "Goma" comes first! Now why do I have to have a special love for expensive boys' toys?
For the past week of so, I've been sniffing, my nose is perpetually red and now it's even peeling, I've been waking up with sore throats with disturbingly-coloured half hardened phlegm, headaches come and go, body temperature goes dangerously up and down, my nose gets totally blocked when I'm ready to sleep or while I'm sleeping. The virus is getting to me...
Oh "Made of Honour"! After the show, we got reminded of "Cholesterol King's" when I was on the phone with Urban Legend and how my ex-schoolmates (all guys except for 1 girl apart from myself) were planning my customary wedding on how they only need the groom to transfer the monies into their bank accounts. These bunch of guys will probably end up as my "bridesmaid" considering my friends are all guys. With the exception of Alkie Empress Dowager who has volunteered herself sometime ago to be my personal wedding planner cum maid of honour. But you can imagine a bunch of guys doing the girly negotiations and all. This will be a sight! Watch this space... Mind you, it's quite a long wait. (Hurhur!)
Weekly mahjong sessions at Cholesterol King's place has become more or less regular and I must say, that takes my mind of silence. Without them, I might have sunk into a point of no return by now. Then again, the thoughts of doing up my "Goma" and how I'd want to do it and who I'd trust for advise had been occupying quite a significant portion of the puny section between my ears. After doing much asking around and reading up, I think concluded where NEVER to go to, who I should go for advice despite the higher price tag, and what I should put into "Goma" to make it a better ride. The choice is clear... The budget isn't. Danger bells have just gone off in unbelievable decibel and I've chosen to ignore. What have I done to myself? Self-poisoning is the worse of all viruses, bacterias and diseases. The mod poison is killing me slowly but surely...
如果世界忘了旋转
谁用春光让冬夜温暖
如果星星不那么灿烂
谁还会向她许愿期待她陪伴
如果今天泪光闪闪
谁让明天值得我乐观
如果怕风少了安全感
谁把我放在宇宙中心宠爱
而你是我的答案最确定的答案
像走在一条花开的路不会错过美满
缘分转几个弯证明我们不会走散
学会用眼神牵手那才浪漫
你是我的答案不变的答案
有了自己的天使做什么都显得勇敢
顺着梦的沿岸只有收穫没有遗憾
被握着手心看的未来永远蔚蓝
For the past week of so, I've been sniffing, my nose is perpetually red and now it's even peeling, I've been waking up with sore throats with disturbingly-coloured half hardened phlegm, headaches come and go, body temperature goes dangerously up and down, my nose gets totally blocked when I'm ready to sleep or while I'm sleeping. The virus is getting to me...
Oh "Made of Honour"! After the show, we got reminded of "Cholesterol King's" when I was on the phone with Urban Legend and how my ex-schoolmates (all guys except for 1 girl apart from myself) were planning my customary wedding on how they only need the groom to transfer the monies into their bank accounts. These bunch of guys will probably end up as my "bridesmaid" considering my friends are all guys. With the exception of Alkie Empress Dowager who has volunteered herself sometime ago to be my personal wedding planner cum maid of honour. But you can imagine a bunch of guys doing the girly negotiations and all. This will be a sight! Watch this space... Mind you, it's quite a long wait. (Hurhur!)
Weekly mahjong sessions at Cholesterol King's place has become more or less regular and I must say, that takes my mind of silence. Without them, I might have sunk into a point of no return by now. Then again, the thoughts of doing up my "Goma" and how I'd want to do it and who I'd trust for advise had been occupying quite a significant portion of the puny section between my ears. After doing much asking around and reading up, I think concluded where NEVER to go to, who I should go for advice despite the higher price tag, and what I should put into "Goma" to make it a better ride. The choice is clear... The budget isn't. Danger bells have just gone off in unbelievable decibel and I've chosen to ignore. What have I done to myself? Self-poisoning is the worse of all viruses, bacterias and diseases. The mod poison is killing me slowly but surely...
如果世界忘了旋转
谁用春光让冬夜温暖
如果星星不那么灿烂
谁还会向她许愿期待她陪伴
如果今天泪光闪闪
谁让明天值得我乐观
如果怕风少了安全感
谁把我放在宇宙中心宠爱
而你是我的答案最确定的答案
像走在一条花开的路不会错过美满
缘分转几个弯证明我们不会走散
学会用眼神牵手那才浪漫
你是我的答案不变的答案
有了自己的天使做什么都显得勇敢
顺着梦的沿岸只有收穫没有遗憾
被握着手心看的未来永远蔚蓝
Friday, May 23, 2008
True Story, True Love
Says who that true love don't exist. I nearly cried when I saw this. I'm skeptical when I first read it and I actually thought, "ya right". But given the circumstances, who wouldn't want to be brought to safety in the first instance. I believe the scene can't be more touching. I know such sacrifices is absolutely possible. I hope never be put in a test like this but what would you have done?
'I'll be your hands and legs'
Sichuan, China
"Husband, are your feet trapped?
"Persevere! As long as you get out alive, who cares if you're crippled?
"I'll take care of you for the rest of my life.
"When I become your wife, I'll be your hands and legs."
These were the words uttered by Yan Niuniu to her fiance, Tan Xiansong, as he was trapped beneath the rubble caused by earthquake that shattered China last week, reported Tianfu Zaobao.
The 21-year-old man had been taking a shower when the quake happened.
During the shower, he had felt tremors and was certain that an earthquake would occur. He called for his fiancee to fetch him some clothes so that they could run outside for safety.
However, before she could hand over the clothes, the apartment collapsed and both were trapped under the building.
When the rescue team came, Niuniu was first extracted from the debris as she was buried in a more shallow place.
But the 20-year-old refused to be saved first.
"I'm all right, save my husband!", she teared to no avail as the rescue team went on to extract her first.
As minutes turned into hours, Xiansong was finally rescued.
However, there was no fairytale ending to this tragedy. The quake had exacted a price - Niuniu's fiance lost the use of his left hand.
But, the accident did not stop the devoted girl from loving her fiance.
"I'll take care of him. I'll be the hand that he lost."
'I'll be your hands and legs'
Sichuan, China
"Husband, are your feet trapped?
"Persevere! As long as you get out alive, who cares if you're crippled?
"I'll take care of you for the rest of my life.
"When I become your wife, I'll be your hands and legs."
These were the words uttered by Yan Niuniu to her fiance, Tan Xiansong, as he was trapped beneath the rubble caused by earthquake that shattered China last week, reported Tianfu Zaobao.
The 21-year-old man had been taking a shower when the quake happened.
During the shower, he had felt tremors and was certain that an earthquake would occur. He called for his fiancee to fetch him some clothes so that they could run outside for safety.
However, before she could hand over the clothes, the apartment collapsed and both were trapped under the building.
When the rescue team came, Niuniu was first extracted from the debris as she was buried in a more shallow place.
But the 20-year-old refused to be saved first.
"I'm all right, save my husband!", she teared to no avail as the rescue team went on to extract her first.
As minutes turned into hours, Xiansong was finally rescued.
However, there was no fairytale ending to this tragedy. The quake had exacted a price - Niuniu's fiance lost the use of his left hand.
But, the accident did not stop the devoted girl from loving her fiance.
"I'll take care of him. I'll be the hand that he lost."
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Staying Stock
The loan is approved.
COE bid was a success.
Motor insurance covered by Daddy sponsorship.
Now, THE waiting game... THE final countdown... 2 more weeks...
The excitement is slowly creeping in. But Dad doesn't like the colour and he thinks I'm still at the deciding stage... Hmmm...
Moving on - Work, friends have heard my screams and cries. In fact, everyone has their whines and cries. I don't do rubbish work and I do make sure, that if I should put my foot onto the accelerator, I'll give it my best. The relationships that I've built with people I deal with are good testimonies of my working style. Remembering Babooshka Mom's words, I know I'll never satisfy the fast ka-ching and some expectations from management. I understand why people need and have KPIs. And as much as I'm whining, I too wish I could fill up those numbers. I just don't fall within this category or a fixed mould. I'm feeling the strain...
This Volk TE37 Time Attack only comes in 19" which I think looks perfect on a little black car, i.e. my "Goma". Rubbers may prove to be more expensive but this is one helluva unique set of rims and best of all, it's forged & light-weight. Leave your comments!
COE bid was a success.
Motor insurance covered by Daddy sponsorship.
Now, THE waiting game... THE final countdown... 2 more weeks...
The excitement is slowly creeping in. But Dad doesn't like the colour and he thinks I'm still at the deciding stage... Hmmm...
Moving on - Work, friends have heard my screams and cries. In fact, everyone has their whines and cries. I don't do rubbish work and I do make sure, that if I should put my foot onto the accelerator, I'll give it my best. The relationships that I've built with people I deal with are good testimonies of my working style. Remembering Babooshka Mom's words, I know I'll never satisfy the fast ka-ching and some expectations from management. I understand why people need and have KPIs. And as much as I'm whining, I too wish I could fill up those numbers. I just don't fall within this category or a fixed mould. I'm feeling the strain...
This Volk TE37 Time Attack only comes in 19" which I think looks perfect on a little black car, i.e. my "Goma". Rubbers may prove to be more expensive but this is one helluva unique set of rims and best of all, it's forged & light-weight. Leave your comments!
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
至少还有你
I've been wanting to embark on this topic since last month but didn't want anyone to think I'm particularly talking about them. So I'm not referring to anyone in particular unless I mentioned you or rather, the nickname I've given you.
Financial planning... Here we go.
If memory serves me right, friends and relatives used to avoid the then insurance agents like plagues. I guess times are different and people do accept the idea that they need to have some form of protection/coverage should anyone befalls them. Then the umbrella gets bigger, the protection extends not just to your life and health but to your mind and wealth. The business gets bigger and more people enters the industry. Most are left to sync and swim or just sink. Some emerge better and more motivated people, others just slump further into nothingness.
Just let me disclaim before I move any further, I have my own planning sorted out by someone who's in no way anyway related to me nor by any chance, even a friend. The reason behind this is simple. I want to keep my finances private and getting friends to do it just makes it a little more uncomfortable.
A very good friend of mine, Balloon Sculptor who recently changed got married and has changed jobs not one, but twice, is looking to move yet again. This time he's determined to make it big. I don't doubt his determination one bit, I'm more worried on his focus, really. But well, since he has decided to to put his foot in, we'll just help to pull him up whenever he needs a tug.
Jem called me today and asked about my new car. Frankly, I'd love to have like 10 cars and everyone of you get to do one of the auto insurance. Wouldn't that be great? Dreams aside, Jem recently started her own agency. On one hand, I'm happy for her that she's finally found someone she truly enjoys and her dreams are all so beautiful. I don't mean to be a wet blanket but this world is cold and harsh. Unless you can stay absolutely disciplined and focused, that is a dog eat dog world out there. Having said so, which industry isn't. I can only give Jem my very best wishes and if anyone were to need a financial planner, I wouldn't forget to mention your name.
My buddy who repeated a year with me during my JC days has been in this line for the past 3 or 5 years, till today, she's still madly running around. Whether she has made it anywhere near "the good level" I have absolutely no idea. But lunches with her never go without talking about buying a policy from her and her kind follow up calls makes you feel obliged to want to help her. Unfortunately, for her, my stint in Shanghai has built my resilience although I'm always really close to succumbing to "oh ok then..." My sanity mind and the want to keep my information private is still my utmost priority. I do want to help her so if anyone of you need to speak to anyone "non-obligatory", I can hook you up with the people mentioned above.
But if you ask me who's the best in the market? My answer is absolutely biased. He's not someone I'm using, neither is he someone who needs help. Not any of above-mentioned. Someone whom I totally adore... Make a guess! He's an Urban Legend afterall.
我怕来不及 我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹 有了岁月的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力气
为了你 我愿意 动也不能动
也要看着你 直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹 直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸 让我们 形影不离
如果 全部世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在这里 就是生命的奇迹
也许 全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意 失去你的消息
你掌心的志 我总记得在那里
我们好不容易 我们身不由已
我怕时间太快 不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢 日夜担心失去你
恨不得一夜之间白头 永不分离
Financial planning... Here we go.
If memory serves me right, friends and relatives used to avoid the then insurance agents like plagues. I guess times are different and people do accept the idea that they need to have some form of protection/coverage should anyone befalls them. Then the umbrella gets bigger, the protection extends not just to your life and health but to your mind and wealth. The business gets bigger and more people enters the industry. Most are left to sync and swim or just sink. Some emerge better and more motivated people, others just slump further into nothingness.
Just let me disclaim before I move any further, I have my own planning sorted out by someone who's in no way anyway related to me nor by any chance, even a friend. The reason behind this is simple. I want to keep my finances private and getting friends to do it just makes it a little more uncomfortable.
A very good friend of mine, Balloon Sculptor who recently changed got married and has changed jobs not one, but twice, is looking to move yet again. This time he's determined to make it big. I don't doubt his determination one bit, I'm more worried on his focus, really. But well, since he has decided to to put his foot in, we'll just help to pull him up whenever he needs a tug.
Jem called me today and asked about my new car. Frankly, I'd love to have like 10 cars and everyone of you get to do one of the auto insurance. Wouldn't that be great? Dreams aside, Jem recently started her own agency. On one hand, I'm happy for her that she's finally found someone she truly enjoys and her dreams are all so beautiful. I don't mean to be a wet blanket but this world is cold and harsh. Unless you can stay absolutely disciplined and focused, that is a dog eat dog world out there. Having said so, which industry isn't. I can only give Jem my very best wishes and if anyone were to need a financial planner, I wouldn't forget to mention your name.
My buddy who repeated a year with me during my JC days has been in this line for the past 3 or 5 years, till today, she's still madly running around. Whether she has made it anywhere near "the good level" I have absolutely no idea. But lunches with her never go without talking about buying a policy from her and her kind follow up calls makes you feel obliged to want to help her. Unfortunately, for her, my stint in Shanghai has built my resilience although I'm always really close to succumbing to "oh ok then..." My sanity mind and the want to keep my information private is still my utmost priority. I do want to help her so if anyone of you need to speak to anyone "non-obligatory", I can hook you up with the people mentioned above.
But if you ask me who's the best in the market? My answer is absolutely biased. He's not someone I'm using, neither is he someone who needs help. Not any of above-mentioned. Someone whom I totally adore... Make a guess! He's an Urban Legend afterall.
我怕来不及 我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹 有了岁月的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力气
为了你 我愿意 动也不能动
也要看着你 直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹 直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸 让我们 形影不离
如果 全部世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在这里 就是生命的奇迹
也许 全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意 失去你的消息
你掌心的志 我总记得在那里
我们好不容易 我们身不由已
我怕时间太快 不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢 日夜担心失去你
恨不得一夜之间白头 永不分离
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Goma Goma
Been extremely busy the past days. It was a long weekend with Vesak Day just over. No short trips this time round. More exciting news awaits...
Sitting here with every muscle in me aching away. With viral fever, there's probably nothing much medications can do but just rest it out.
Back to the exciting weekend. Loads of mahjong games, evened out with no significant winnings nor losses but I did sign a huge cheque. Probably the biggest I've put my pen down on, ever. The result of this big action would be revealed in this little black monster with 200bhp coming my way in 3 weeks time. I must admit it's a huge commitment but I'm ready to take on the world. Well, with merely 200 horses, maybe not the world, I'll start with the track.
Having test driven both the Mini Cooper S and the Volkswagen Golf GTi, let me have a short writeup and you there, sitting at home or in the office reading this, shall have a smart guess on which is my ultimate choice.
It was a close fight. So close that I know the other car that I didn't choose this time round, will make it to my top choice in my next purchase. After talking about my choice in cars for ages, I finally muster enough courage and "strength (in terms of my bank account, at least for the meagre downpayment" to head down to Leng Kee for test drives. See, I never quite had the mentality to spend weekends test driving cars out of fun and instant pleasure. So only when I have decided to take the plunge and yes I'm going to be "married" to my "Goma (My car's name for the time being)", I made 2 appointments, one with Veedub and the other with Mini.
Chronologically, we took the like cute Mini out for a ride. If you think it's cute, wait till you hear the thing roar! The power kicks in the moment you let go of the accelerator. Yes, auto. I know I was talking about the manual and totally in love with the manual but I can't get over days when I want to perform my "Superman" stance i.e. one hand on the hand rest and the other on the steering wheel. Too much of a lazy bone in me. Having said that, the drive was wonderful. Probably because the test drive route was longer and made up of a good mix of straight and winding roads. Needless to say, the handling was superb. It felt raw, point and shoot instant reaction from wheel to wheel and all these were before the sports button was switched on. In sports mode, the steering tightened even further, the power was instant and reaction was pure superb. The car felt so close to the ground and the grip was unbelievable. Back to the showroom, the colours were limited. My favourite astro black with white roof and red interior was available but unfortunately, it was the display unit. I didn't quite like display units stuffs because I always end up with them and I have no freaking idea why. I believe with the JCW engine tuning kit, this car would be a demon.
Next stop, Volkswagen. First, I took the lesser of the two brothers, the GT for a ride. This was far too docile and nothing like what I had in mind. It was nothing comparable to the Mini and later on, the GTi. The GT was a total waste of time. It felt powerless, almost like a NA car. The interior wasn't far better. None of it screams quality. It was a quick drive and finally came the hothatch rabbit - the Golf GTi. After the disappointment with the GT, I thought I might as well head back to Mini Habitat immediately and dump my downpayment for the little power. Once on the road, this hot hatch showed me the power it's been wanting to unleash. The handling and steering wasn't as fun and tight and the Mini and it was no way as sticky given the higher centre of gravity. But mid to high end, the monster kicked in. Going faster was a breeze. It felt a little more floaty than the Mini but hell, it was simply too powerful I can't find a better suited word to replace. Now, this is true competition for the Mini. The SE wasn't quite keen to throw in alot of goodies and my bargaining skills... Let's just say there's still plenty of room for improvement.
Now the interesting vote takes place. Which car do you think I eventually picked? Click on comment right below and tell me what you think and given that the very few of you reading my blog, I need some comments to liven up this place. Teehee...
Another 3 weeks of waiting game... Like what Dpointt said, it's gonna be the longest wait of my life! Thou shalt continue reading up on coilovers...
Sitting here with every muscle in me aching away. With viral fever, there's probably nothing much medications can do but just rest it out.
Back to the exciting weekend. Loads of mahjong games, evened out with no significant winnings nor losses but I did sign a huge cheque. Probably the biggest I've put my pen down on, ever. The result of this big action would be revealed in this little black monster with 200bhp coming my way in 3 weeks time. I must admit it's a huge commitment but I'm ready to take on the world. Well, with merely 200 horses, maybe not the world, I'll start with the track.
Having test driven both the Mini Cooper S and the Volkswagen Golf GTi, let me have a short writeup and you there, sitting at home or in the office reading this, shall have a smart guess on which is my ultimate choice.
It was a close fight. So close that I know the other car that I didn't choose this time round, will make it to my top choice in my next purchase. After talking about my choice in cars for ages, I finally muster enough courage and "strength (in terms of my bank account, at least for the meagre downpayment" to head down to Leng Kee for test drives. See, I never quite had the mentality to spend weekends test driving cars out of fun and instant pleasure. So only when I have decided to take the plunge and yes I'm going to be "married" to my "Goma (My car's name for the time being)", I made 2 appointments, one with Veedub and the other with Mini.
Chronologically, we took the like cute Mini out for a ride. If you think it's cute, wait till you hear the thing roar! The power kicks in the moment you let go of the accelerator. Yes, auto. I know I was talking about the manual and totally in love with the manual but I can't get over days when I want to perform my "Superman" stance i.e. one hand on the hand rest and the other on the steering wheel. Too much of a lazy bone in me. Having said that, the drive was wonderful. Probably because the test drive route was longer and made up of a good mix of straight and winding roads. Needless to say, the handling was superb. It felt raw, point and shoot instant reaction from wheel to wheel and all these were before the sports button was switched on. In sports mode, the steering tightened even further, the power was instant and reaction was pure superb. The car felt so close to the ground and the grip was unbelievable. Back to the showroom, the colours were limited. My favourite astro black with white roof and red interior was available but unfortunately, it was the display unit. I didn't quite like display units stuffs because I always end up with them and I have no freaking idea why. I believe with the JCW engine tuning kit, this car would be a demon.
Next stop, Volkswagen. First, I took the lesser of the two brothers, the GT for a ride. This was far too docile and nothing like what I had in mind. It was nothing comparable to the Mini and later on, the GTi. The GT was a total waste of time. It felt powerless, almost like a NA car. The interior wasn't far better. None of it screams quality. It was a quick drive and finally came the hothatch rabbit - the Golf GTi. After the disappointment with the GT, I thought I might as well head back to Mini Habitat immediately and dump my downpayment for the little power. Once on the road, this hot hatch showed me the power it's been wanting to unleash. The handling and steering wasn't as fun and tight and the Mini and it was no way as sticky given the higher centre of gravity. But mid to high end, the monster kicked in. Going faster was a breeze. It felt a little more floaty than the Mini but hell, it was simply too powerful I can't find a better suited word to replace. Now, this is true competition for the Mini. The SE wasn't quite keen to throw in alot of goodies and my bargaining skills... Let's just say there's still plenty of room for improvement.
Now the interesting vote takes place. Which car do you think I eventually picked? Click on comment right below and tell me what you think and given that the very few of you reading my blog, I need some comments to liven up this place. Teehee...
Another 3 weeks of waiting game... Like what Dpointt said, it's gonna be the longest wait of my life! Thou shalt continue reading up on coilovers...
Friday, May 16, 2008
Wandering
I haven't been able to form a complete sentence and have been deleting half completed posts. My mind isn't complete. My soul is lost. Bear with me. Let me recompose and I'll try again soon.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Taking Time For Granted
Propaganda plays a big part in our everyday life and I never quite doubt what I read on BBC News or what I see on Channel News Asia but the whole Myanmar Cyclone disaster has made me look at things in a different light. The media is largely controlled by the bigger and stronger nations. Do we ever wonder why Burma never quite wanted Americans to step foot on their land? I wouldn't if George Bush, the warlord + Texan oilman, is the president. There are resources to be exploited and the Americans are not going to give you all these help for free. Nothing is free in this world. Why aren't you people seeing it?
As much as I think Myanmar should push for democracy, let the votes decide and the people vote for what they deem as representing their voice. Taking advantage of these countries when they're most vulnerable is just not fair to anyone. Media is so controlled by these people on top and we are so gullible as to believe whatever it portrays. I suppose I'm a victim of such manipulation myself. So with my little insignificant voice, I'm telling you, "whatever we see or hear or read, there's almost always another story behind it."
Some funny clips to get you past the day like it cheered up mine...
Was suppose to catch "Jacques Brel is alive and well and living in Paris" with Alkie Empress Dowager but a meeting which I didn't know when it'll end forced me to cancel it. However, I did finally find time hit the gym and burn off some accumulated guilt. Subway completed the "I need to stay healthy..." régime and hopefully it'll last more than a month. Since my New York trip, I'm been diligently paying for my gym membership that could have been put to better use.
Life is short. Not quite an epiphany but it's a constant reminder to myself that I have to embrace life more than I've been doing. Dilemma being I can't decide if some things are a waste of time. Time is the very last thing that everyone of us should or could waste. Hanging on to a lonely belief is not easy... It's started to freeze...
As much as I think Myanmar should push for democracy, let the votes decide and the people vote for what they deem as representing their voice. Taking advantage of these countries when they're most vulnerable is just not fair to anyone. Media is so controlled by these people on top and we are so gullible as to believe whatever it portrays. I suppose I'm a victim of such manipulation myself. So with my little insignificant voice, I'm telling you, "whatever we see or hear or read, there's almost always another story behind it."
Some funny clips to get you past the day like it cheered up mine...
Was suppose to catch "Jacques Brel is alive and well and living in Paris" with Alkie Empress Dowager but a meeting which I didn't know when it'll end forced me to cancel it. However, I did finally find time hit the gym and burn off some accumulated guilt. Subway completed the "I need to stay healthy..." régime and hopefully it'll last more than a month. Since my New York trip, I'm been diligently paying for my gym membership that could have been put to better use.
Life is short. Not quite an epiphany but it's a constant reminder to myself that I have to embrace life more than I've been doing. Dilemma being I can't decide if some things are a waste of time. Time is the very last thing that everyone of us should or could waste. Hanging on to a lonely belief is not easy... It's started to freeze...
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Reduce, Remove, Redundant
Haven't been feeling too well to put together something to post. This is like month of natural disaster with the cyclone in Myanmar followed by the earthquake in Sichuan. The world is like falling into shambles...
I have successfully weaned off unnecessary internet activities while at work and putting in extra effort to keep pressing on. Right now, I just want to get my butt moving and off to the gym more often. Since I've been trying to stay away from the sun after the chemical peel, I haven't been wakeboarding like I should. But the photoshoot last week reminds me that I got to work those pui pui away. If you think this sounds funny, it is not. I'm really upset with myself for having the lack of discipline and I will have to defy all natural odds to get back into shape.
Had dinner with Mom and Dad last night and they brought up Grandma again how how good would it be if she could enjoy the good food I've been bringing my parents to. I really miss her and the love she showered on me. No one else will ever love me like she did. Shouldering the need to be a stronger me, I just miss the support she would give me if she's alive right now.
I wish my life is less sucky...
For you crackberries...
I have successfully weaned off unnecessary internet activities while at work and putting in extra effort to keep pressing on. Right now, I just want to get my butt moving and off to the gym more often. Since I've been trying to stay away from the sun after the chemical peel, I haven't been wakeboarding like I should. But the photoshoot last week reminds me that I got to work those pui pui away. If you think this sounds funny, it is not. I'm really upset with myself for having the lack of discipline and I will have to defy all natural odds to get back into shape.
Had dinner with Mom and Dad last night and they brought up Grandma again how how good would it be if she could enjoy the good food I've been bringing my parents to. I really miss her and the love she showered on me. No one else will ever love me like she did. Shouldering the need to be a stronger me, I just miss the support she would give me if she's alive right now.
I wish my life is less sucky...
For you crackberries...
Sunday, May 11, 2008
我這樣愛你
Totally forgetting how tough a photoshoot can be, I agreed to participate in one when Camel Chairman called me a week ago and told me of this shoot. The pictures are not out but I must say I had fun. OLL Lao Da texted me in the morning telling me of the name for the shoot. It's to be called Yang Guo and Xiao Long Nu because the number of models were reduced to the just the 2 of us. Then Ang Mo Phil became the Aussie bred eagle Yang Guo once had. I have no idea if Yang Guo had an eagle but OLL Lao Da kept me pretty entertain. The perfectionist in him, the determination to produce the best results greatly impressed me. To make sure his body's in tip top condition, he went tanning everyday for 3 weeks and went to the gym even more regularly. Such magnitude of charm in a person can only be found in OLL Lao Da. As for myself, I felt bad that I didn't find time to sculpt my body for this shoot (in fact I did absolutely nothing to help with the water retention) and was shocked when the makeup artist put on the pink wig on me. My clothes were suitable so they put together some white clothes just draping around me. The end result is me stuck in a super duper awkward position having my back photographed.
I hate weekends because it reminds me of how lonely my life is and how dreadful weekends can be. It's during the weekends that I'm being conveniently forgotten. Well, not that I'm usually being remembered. I'm losing it...
This song means alot to me. The conversation, the lyrics, the pain...
I hate myself for not admitting that I'm in the back seat.
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that i'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
There's a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that i'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside
I hate weekends because it reminds me of how lonely my life is and how dreadful weekends can be. It's during the weekends that I'm being conveniently forgotten. Well, not that I'm usually being remembered. I'm losing it...
This song means alot to me. The conversation, the lyrics, the pain...
I hate myself for not admitting that I'm in the back seat.
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that i'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
There's a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that i'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside
Friday, May 09, 2008
Sponsor A Child
It is a fact that I don't donate to any Tom, Dick or Harry charity I see on the streets. On an annual basis, I make donations to charitable bodies I deem to have some amounts of interest in, World Vision being one of which. In the light of the recent Cyclone Nargis event, I would like to bring this up again.
There are many children in this world who needs help, as much of it as possible. At S$45 a month which is equivalent to about 2 dinners with friends or a pair of shoes, it could help a community and a sponsored child. The money helps to create employment opportunities for these communities and children are made sure that they have an opportunity of being educated while not having the need to work in order to provide for themselves. Personally, I think World Vision has done a great job over the years and they have been very transparent. Their financial reports are submitted to the Commissioner of Charities and the Registrar of Companies. In return, you get to help a community, receive copies of World Vision magazines, annual progress reports and a Christmas card from your child. You are also welcome to visit and write to your sponsored child. Please do consider giving back to the community with what little we can do.
The links are as follows:
World Vision Singapore
World Vision Worldwide
World Vision News Updates on Cyclone Nargis
World Vision - Sponsor A Child
Every child is precious...
There are many children in this world who needs help, as much of it as possible. At S$45 a month which is equivalent to about 2 dinners with friends or a pair of shoes, it could help a community and a sponsored child. The money helps to create employment opportunities for these communities and children are made sure that they have an opportunity of being educated while not having the need to work in order to provide for themselves. Personally, I think World Vision has done a great job over the years and they have been very transparent. Their financial reports are submitted to the Commissioner of Charities and the Registrar of Companies. In return, you get to help a community, receive copies of World Vision magazines, annual progress reports and a Christmas card from your child. You are also welcome to visit and write to your sponsored child. Please do consider giving back to the community with what little we can do.
The links are as follows:
World Vision Singapore
World Vision Worldwide
World Vision News Updates on Cyclone Nargis
World Vision - Sponsor A Child
Every child is precious...
What Women Want
I would never, in my life, imagined that I'd love a show like Ironman even when it stars Robert Downey Jr. But I did. Loved it. It was absolutely fabulous and it gets 4 out of 5 PlatPopcorns from me. There wasn't a dull and boring moment and there were so much of humour and excitement, we were just glued. After a hard day a work, I was more than likely to fall asleep on the less than comfortable seats at Shaw. My eyes were kept wide open throughout the show and we even attempted to stay till the last of the credits since A&E Quack believed that there's some must-watch surprise clips by the end of the credit roll.
How many times have we come across Swarovski crytal and totally succumb to the attraction and blinding blings? Please think twice before you ever buy any piece of Swarovski in Singapore. I'm not asking you not to buy and this is based on pure facts, not at all defamatory, so have a read and decide for yourself if you wish to purchase Swarovski in Singapore in particular. The customer service leaves much to imagination. Mom got Grandma a gift some time ago and the crystals started falling off. Apparently they had to send these to get fixed in Switzerland. So we did. It came back and the same thing happened again. It has nothing to do with customer service, just the less than satisfactory quality. But at least 2 of my colleagues have had tough brushes with the customer service. They take forever to get back to you and never once, provided relevant nor desirable services to salvage the situation. If you think you'll never have to deal with their customer service, by all means, go buy it. As for having to deal with the customer service, just pray hard that you won't ever have to deal with them. I'm not gonna go into any more details since I've still got my arse to protect.
The SE at Mini Habitat has failed to convince me why I should be paying more than a friend who incidentally is some kind of celebrity. Well, I've never quite looked at him as a celebrity so it's tough for me to figure why I have to pay more for the same thing. Let's see what new quotes he's getting me or I'll just stick to my original plans of getting a GTi, which is alot cheaper!
How many times have we come across Swarovski crytal and totally succumb to the attraction and blinding blings? Please think twice before you ever buy any piece of Swarovski in Singapore. I'm not asking you not to buy and this is based on pure facts, not at all defamatory, so have a read and decide for yourself if you wish to purchase Swarovski in Singapore in particular. The customer service leaves much to imagination. Mom got Grandma a gift some time ago and the crystals started falling off. Apparently they had to send these to get fixed in Switzerland. So we did. It came back and the same thing happened again. It has nothing to do with customer service, just the less than satisfactory quality. But at least 2 of my colleagues have had tough brushes with the customer service. They take forever to get back to you and never once, provided relevant nor desirable services to salvage the situation. If you think you'll never have to deal with their customer service, by all means, go buy it. As for having to deal with the customer service, just pray hard that you won't ever have to deal with them. I'm not gonna go into any more details since I've still got my arse to protect.
The SE at Mini Habitat has failed to convince me why I should be paying more than a friend who incidentally is some kind of celebrity. Well, I've never quite looked at him as a celebrity so it's tough for me to figure why I have to pay more for the same thing. Let's see what new quotes he's getting me or I'll just stick to my original plans of getting a GTi, which is alot cheaper!
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Where Art Thou, My Iron Man...
DGJ is the latest recorded victim of my cryptic blog entries. I suppose I don't blog to inform the rest of the world that I just had my lunch or had a verbal fight with the last cabbie. This blog is pretty much my mental and emotional outlet. I may not sound coherent cuz it is not in my character to write totally organised article and to review it 2000 times. It's almost instant what I am thinking of at this particular point in time, I'll type it right down. But luckily for you readers, my brains aren't that disorganised so I still have a recognisable trail of thoughts.
A couple of questions for all you men out there...
Would you date a woman who can't have a conversation with you?
Would you marry a woman who can't have a conversation with you?
Ironman tonight with Silver & wife, Acupunch & wife, A&E Quack & date AND ME! Fill you guys in on the gory details tomorrow.
A couple of questions for all you men out there...
Would you date a woman who can't have a conversation with you?
Would you marry a woman who can't have a conversation with you?
Ironman tonight with Silver & wife, Acupunch & wife, A&E Quack & date AND ME! Fill you guys in on the gory details tomorrow.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Bachelor Girl
You must have learn of this whole Myanmar Cyclone thing that could amount to a total death toll of more than 50,000. This is insane. I was just right there 3 weeks ago and the beautiful sites of paddy fields and all is now history. Anyone doing any fund raising for them? Any rescue teams need volunteers? If you wish to lend a hand, please visit World Vision.
If you ask me, I have a very weird way of interpreting this whole Nargis cyclone thing. I think it's God's will to halt the entire false move towards democracy and stop the ruling generals to go ahead with the referendum on Saturday. This is THE crunch, the crucial point to force the government to open the country up to foreign aid and assistance which we subsequently hope if this happens, the economy will open up and the general Burmese living standard and conditions can improve.
On a totally separate note...
The Aussie band, Bachelor Girl, has totally disappeared after a few good hits. In particular, this song strikes a chord in me. I must have been in high school when this song was out. Bizarre lyrics like "So I walked under a bus, I got hit by a train" may sound really crazy but hey, don't we all feel darn crashed and burnt whenever we fell out of love and in some circumstances, in and out of love.
Hey Mom
Why didn't you tell me
Why didn't you teach me a thing or two
You just let me go
Out into the World
You never thought to share what you knew
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
Hey Mom
Why didn't you warn me
Coz about boys is something i should have known
They`re like chocolate cake
Like cigarettes
I know they're bad for me
But I just can't leave 'em alone
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
I wanna do it again
Oh, felt so good
Hey Mom
Since we're talking
What was it like when you were young
Has the world changed
Or is it still the same
A man can kill and still be the sweetest thing.
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
I want to do it again
It was just a few months ago, I was told I was wonderful. I haven't changed. Things felt all wrong and went all haywire. I'm so tired. Why don't we have an emergency "Pause" button so we can stop life for a while?
18" on a black Mini, what say you people out there?
My favourite comic stripe and this one in particular, cracks me up. I love the way Sherman and Megan interacts.
If you ask me, I have a very weird way of interpreting this whole Nargis cyclone thing. I think it's God's will to halt the entire false move towards democracy and stop the ruling generals to go ahead with the referendum on Saturday. This is THE crunch, the crucial point to force the government to open the country up to foreign aid and assistance which we subsequently hope if this happens, the economy will open up and the general Burmese living standard and conditions can improve.
On a totally separate note...
The Aussie band, Bachelor Girl, has totally disappeared after a few good hits. In particular, this song strikes a chord in me. I must have been in high school when this song was out. Bizarre lyrics like "So I walked under a bus, I got hit by a train" may sound really crazy but hey, don't we all feel darn crashed and burnt whenever we fell out of love and in some circumstances, in and out of love.
Hey Mom
Why didn't you tell me
Why didn't you teach me a thing or two
You just let me go
Out into the World
You never thought to share what you knew
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
Hey Mom
Why didn't you warn me
Coz about boys is something i should have known
They`re like chocolate cake
Like cigarettes
I know they're bad for me
But I just can't leave 'em alone
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
I wanna do it again
Oh, felt so good
Hey Mom
Since we're talking
What was it like when you were young
Has the world changed
Or is it still the same
A man can kill and still be the sweetest thing.
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
So I walked under a bus
I got hit by a train
Keep falling in love
Which is kinda the same
I've sunk out at sea
Crashed my car, gone insane
And it felt so good
I want to do it again
I want to do it again
It was just a few months ago, I was told I was wonderful. I haven't changed. Things felt all wrong and went all haywire. I'm so tired. Why don't we have an emergency "Pause" button so we can stop life for a while?
18" on a black Mini, what say you people out there?
My favourite comic stripe and this one in particular, cracks me up. I love the way Sherman and Megan interacts.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Up Up And Away
This must have been the 2000th time that I'm changing my mind between the Mini Cooper S and the Golf GTi. Along the way, I've been swayed by the luxurious 1 series. When the logical side of me took over, that phase was quickly out. The cost of it is not justified by the engine, the heart of the car. The GTi with the DSG gearbox is extremely tempting. After getting past the emotional stage of the GTi being a thirsty car, I had to run into "300" during the last BMWsg meetup. He gave up his monstrous Murano for the cute little thing and convinced me to put the R56 Mini up to JCW stage one, the cost is minimal. Now, that moved me. Given the handling and the look of the Mini which everyone seemed to agree unanimously that it suited my image, I think I'm gonna blast my big cheque of this little monster. The JCW tuned version would boost 196bhp, wouldn't that tempt you?
Went for foot reflexology with my parents today. I was almost dying in pain and my think-skinned parents said they didn't feel a thing. I think my skin's just too delicate. I'd think twice before going for another one of these sessions again. Looking back, I was so mean when I thought those Taiwanese artistes were putting up a show when part of the punishments for the games were foot reflexology. Trust me, it hurts and if you ask me, could be compared to childbirth. And yes, I can say this cuz I've never given birth before. (Teehee...)
My skin's been terrible these couple of days. Zits are erupting and the rest of the face is just lacklustre. The rest of the week is going to be filled up with eyebrow trimming, facial and rushing home early to "mask" it all up. by end of this week, I should emerge to have better skin. Above all these rescue work, I've got to have sufficient sleep. Lines are appearing and acne's sneaking its way in. And all I need is just another extra hour or so of sleep every single day. thou shalt be more disciplined.
I can't force myself to walk out of the door but I can do what pleases me. Even if it means this brings extreme pain, the smiles and hope this brings is beyond what anyone can comprehend on my behalf. Maybe I'm stupid... I'm dying to be proven wrong.
Went for foot reflexology with my parents today. I was almost dying in pain and my think-skinned parents said they didn't feel a thing. I think my skin's just too delicate. I'd think twice before going for another one of these sessions again. Looking back, I was so mean when I thought those Taiwanese artistes were putting up a show when part of the punishments for the games were foot reflexology. Trust me, it hurts and if you ask me, could be compared to childbirth. And yes, I can say this cuz I've never given birth before. (Teehee...)
My skin's been terrible these couple of days. Zits are erupting and the rest of the face is just lacklustre. The rest of the week is going to be filled up with eyebrow trimming, facial and rushing home early to "mask" it all up. by end of this week, I should emerge to have better skin. Above all these rescue work, I've got to have sufficient sleep. Lines are appearing and acne's sneaking its way in. And all I need is just another extra hour or so of sleep every single day. thou shalt be more disciplined.
I can't force myself to walk out of the door but I can do what pleases me. Even if it means this brings extreme pain, the smiles and hope this brings is beyond what anyone can comprehend on my behalf. Maybe I'm stupid... I'm dying to be proven wrong.
Monday, May 05, 2008
该唱首什么歌来纪念爱的傻
It was yet another long weekend and as you can see, I wasn't quite concentrating on blogging. Not to worry, it's not due to any negative comments whatsoever and it doesn't bother me at all which was why I published the comments anyways.
Spent the whole of Saturday getting Batam-ed which essentially means that I spent almost an entire day at the spa and did an insignificant amount of shopping. This trip was very last minute and I decided to just go for it because I was so emotionally exhausted, I thought I should just forget that the world was still revolving. Quite obviously, it didn't work. As though the entire day is not taxing enough, I came back to a mahjong game which lasted till Sunday morning.
Managed to do some shopping on Sunday over at Sim Lim, frantically dressing and protective my new toy, the K850. Speaking of which, I finally got myself the light sabre looking phone. People who know me really well would think that this is pretty rare. Being the sort who would die to be the first few to get hold of the latest gadget, I should be thrilled over some state of the art phone and not one that has been launched for months. Yes yes yes, I did drool over it when it first came out but with the last few phones, I should have already learnt my lesson that if I have a little more patience, the prices do drop by quite a bit even just over a span of just 3 months. It did and I got myself a uber decent phone at a reasonable price. The reason for picking this K850 over the iPhone - The first generation of iPhone should still be in the process of immunizing against bugs whereas my previous K (Kamera) phone, the K750 served me well. With 5megapixels to brag, the images are extremely sharp. I can still remember my first digital camera with only 1 or 2 megapixels. These are the stories we tell our kids in future... "During my time...". Having said all these, I don't mind having the iPod Touch in my handbag.
Jewellery is a part of every girlies' world, not quite mine. I do get gifts in those little turquoise-coloured boxes that send every girl crazy but I have never quite bought myself those exorbitantly extravagant sparklies. However, I broke the rule today. For the first time, I got myself some blings, not huge and super blinding ones but something that I've always wanted. Conveniently while browsing, with very little persuasion, I got Mom her the most expensive Mothers' Day gift from me so far. I got her some small bling. I must say they are not super duper impressive but I did feel the pain when I paid for it. The message that I wanted to send across is not so much to impress anyone with excessive diamonds but to reassure my Mom that I do recognize that she's my only Mom and no matter what, I will still do my duties as a daughter and I genuinely appreciate her going through the pain of bearing us and bringing us up. Although with my Grandma around to bring us up, it wouldn't have been one of those painstaking effort but to simply bear with us was enough. Whenever I hear stories of how friends cope with their babies waking them up throughout the night, I will in fact appreciate a mother's patience and love more than ever. I can so understand why all Moms tell their daughters, "you will know what i mean when you're a mother".
让你逃亡又让你回航
让你依赖我也让你倔强
只要你微笑
带一点感动的泪光
我就得到可以再给的力量
我让你飞翔又让你说谎
我让你苛求我也让你奢望
我还以为爱
就是要体贴的退让
我们一起盖的罗马
你却跟他拆了城墙
踩过我用挚爱建筑的天堂
太绝对的爱变成了活该
朋友要我责怪我却只想重来
也许这就叫爱
Spent the whole of Saturday getting Batam-ed which essentially means that I spent almost an entire day at the spa and did an insignificant amount of shopping. This trip was very last minute and I decided to just go for it because I was so emotionally exhausted, I thought I should just forget that the world was still revolving. Quite obviously, it didn't work. As though the entire day is not taxing enough, I came back to a mahjong game which lasted till Sunday morning.
Managed to do some shopping on Sunday over at Sim Lim, frantically dressing and protective my new toy, the K850. Speaking of which, I finally got myself the light sabre looking phone. People who know me really well would think that this is pretty rare. Being the sort who would die to be the first few to get hold of the latest gadget, I should be thrilled over some state of the art phone and not one that has been launched for months. Yes yes yes, I did drool over it when it first came out but with the last few phones, I should have already learnt my lesson that if I have a little more patience, the prices do drop by quite a bit even just over a span of just 3 months. It did and I got myself a uber decent phone at a reasonable price. The reason for picking this K850 over the iPhone - The first generation of iPhone should still be in the process of immunizing against bugs whereas my previous K (Kamera) phone, the K750 served me well. With 5megapixels to brag, the images are extremely sharp. I can still remember my first digital camera with only 1 or 2 megapixels. These are the stories we tell our kids in future... "During my time...". Having said all these, I don't mind having the iPod Touch in my handbag.
Jewellery is a part of every girlies' world, not quite mine. I do get gifts in those little turquoise-coloured boxes that send every girl crazy but I have never quite bought myself those exorbitantly extravagant sparklies. However, I broke the rule today. For the first time, I got myself some blings, not huge and super blinding ones but something that I've always wanted. Conveniently while browsing, with very little persuasion, I got Mom her the most expensive Mothers' Day gift from me so far. I got her some small bling. I must say they are not super duper impressive but I did feel the pain when I paid for it. The message that I wanted to send across is not so much to impress anyone with excessive diamonds but to reassure my Mom that I do recognize that she's my only Mom and no matter what, I will still do my duties as a daughter and I genuinely appreciate her going through the pain of bearing us and bringing us up. Although with my Grandma around to bring us up, it wouldn't have been one of those painstaking effort but to simply bear with us was enough. Whenever I hear stories of how friends cope with their babies waking them up throughout the night, I will in fact appreciate a mother's patience and love more than ever. I can so understand why all Moms tell their daughters, "you will know what i mean when you're a mother".
让你逃亡又让你回航
让你依赖我也让你倔强
只要你微笑
带一点感动的泪光
我就得到可以再给的力量
我让你飞翔又让你说谎
我让你苛求我也让你奢望
我还以为爱
就是要体贴的退让
我们一起盖的罗马
你却跟他拆了城墙
踩过我用挚爱建筑的天堂
太绝对的爱变成了活该
朋友要我责怪我却只想重来
也许这就叫爱
Friday, May 02, 2008
Strip Me?
All you idiots who didn't tell me that I've got a funny strip of hair after I straightened it deserves a tight squeeze around your neck. I've been looking weird for like ages and no one told me. Just before we board our flight to Yangon, Jewell and Mask Bunny actually asked if I intentionally kept a tail or something. Keeping a tail? How professional that would look on me! I can't imagine. I am so gonna get a haircut today...
Things around me are changing and to say my life is screwed up isn't quite fair. It is not but I know it will only get better so pray for me.
Just out of curiosity... Tried Strip?
Strip me? Ya you wish...
Things around me are changing and to say my life is screwed up isn't quite fair. It is not but I know it will only get better so pray for me.
Just out of curiosity... Tried Strip?
Strip me? Ya you wish...
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Mini Me
No one likes to be wronged. This sentence is exceeding true for me since people often misconstrue or misunderstand my intentions or actions. Thinking that friends would understand me better, I rarely go out of the way to impress others because that defeats the purpose of finding true friends and when it comes to acquaintances, I simply can't be bothered to try. This is a fault and I know very well. Truly believing in friends who know me, will understand my intentions or the lack of it very well. To be wronged by people who seemingly know me proved to really hurt despite the intentions of the other party. The torturous refusal to explain the situation either due to discomfort or pride proved to be detrimental in life's many relationships.
Been psycho-ing into looking at the Mini all over again. The very moment I bring up the MCS, I hear endless approving nods from people around me. Apparently, it suits my petite, short, round, big eyes, flat butt, chilli padi image. It would be a perfect match with DPE ST-7 but to think the hissing supercharger would now be non-existent is vaguely disappointing. Having said that, with JCW tuning made easier on the pocket, the pocket rocket seems to draw me nearer and nearer to its habitat. With 22 more horses under the hood, my heart is tempted.
For the first time in many months, things are clearing out with credit card bills looking cleaner since Tiger first fell ill and the stretched New York trip. This overdue clearance means that Mom and Dad are well-rewarded with as much help as I can offer to make life better. Took Mom out marketing, super-marketing, shopping and made sure that she didn't have to worry about many things in the next months to come. At least, this aspect of my life, I feel that it's all complete and that people around me are being well taken cared for.
Over dinner earlier, Dad talked about me getting an apartment now since prices are at a low despite the crazy shootup last year. To be fair, it's not quite low but it is definitely not going any lower than this point. To end the numbers talk, Dad just said that since there's space at home, I'm welcomed to stay with them until I can afford to move out so meanwhile, I should seriously consider getting a car. My Mini is waiting for me...
Been psycho-ing into looking at the Mini all over again. The very moment I bring up the MCS, I hear endless approving nods from people around me. Apparently, it suits my petite, short, round, big eyes, flat butt, chilli padi image. It would be a perfect match with DPE ST-7 but to think the hissing supercharger would now be non-existent is vaguely disappointing. Having said that, with JCW tuning made easier on the pocket, the pocket rocket seems to draw me nearer and nearer to its habitat. With 22 more horses under the hood, my heart is tempted.
For the first time in many months, things are clearing out with credit card bills looking cleaner since Tiger first fell ill and the stretched New York trip. This overdue clearance means that Mom and Dad are well-rewarded with as much help as I can offer to make life better. Took Mom out marketing, super-marketing, shopping and made sure that she didn't have to worry about many things in the next months to come. At least, this aspect of my life, I feel that it's all complete and that people around me are being well taken cared for.
Over dinner earlier, Dad talked about me getting an apartment now since prices are at a low despite the crazy shootup last year. To be fair, it's not quite low but it is definitely not going any lower than this point. To end the numbers talk, Dad just said that since there's space at home, I'm welcomed to stay with them until I can afford to move out so meanwhile, I should seriously consider getting a car. My Mini is waiting for me...
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