Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

Seems like things have come to a close last night. Or so it appears...

Hitting on the stop button but while staring at the blank screen, it messes up your brains. Maybe it's just the pause button. Doesn't move too right? It hits home real hard when someone shakes you up and points to the big red dot that reads STOP. The surreal image stares in your face.

The brain freezes. The hands turned numb. The head spins. The throat dries. The breathing speeds up. The tears run...

Uncontrollably...

I thought I prayed. I thought I did all in my might. I thought you cared enough. I thought... Or so I thought.

Never had I have this feeling before. Not knowing how to handle it, I prayed. Everytime I open, I cry. Maybe that's God's way of healing me. The tears were filled up to the brim and maybe that's why I couldn't breathe. Regaining the ability to breathe doesn't quite work hand in hand with having a clear mind. Had I not placed all my chips in this one bet, I might not lost this big. It was my choice. It is my choice.

Insanity probably comes closest in any form of explanation and definition. I have finally let it all go.

I don't wanna lose you,
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.

Thanks for everything. It was a great long drive.