You & I Both

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me


It's been a while. Besides Kokoro taking some of my time trying to get some new shoes on for him and organising to get him to look better, I've been pretty messed up.

Everything at home seems fine. It was a day to pamper Daddy yesterday and was at Vivocity. Think he was chuffed when he was ushered into the private room at Crystal Jade.

After some time of not hearing the voice, I thought I'd not be bothered. Load of codswallop. I can't seem to get past myself so I filled my life with more colours and voices. Talking to Alkie Empress Dowager and Babe Jie Jie made me feel that I'm not all alone in the world. Friends are great consolations that life has so much more to offer. Taking this bit of time to nip out made me see that if this is not meant to me, there should be no reason why I should be around to create more problems for everyone.

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

To think of the dreams we built, the songs we sang and the love (or maybe not) we shared, it's painful to let it off the system. Having said that, if it is an impossibility, why am I insisting on being the stupid one?

Shall we talk?

明月光　為何又照地堂
寧願在公園躲藏　不想喝湯
任由目光　留在漫畫一角
為何望母親一眼就如罰留堂

孩童只盼望歡樂　大人只知道寄望
為何都不大懂得努力體恤對方
大門外有蟋蟀　迴響卻如同幻覺
SHALL WE TALK, SHALL WE TALK
就當重新手拖手去上學堂

陪我講　陪我講出我們最後何以生疏
誰怕講　誰會可悲得過孤獨探戈
難得　可以同座　何以　要忌諱赤裸
如果心聲真有療效　誰怕暴露更多
(你別怕我)

螢幕發光　無論什麼都看
情人在分手邊緣只敢喝湯
若沉默似金　還談什麼戀愛
寧願在發聲機器面前笑著忙

成人只寄望收穫　情人只聽見承諾
為何都不大懂得努力珍惜對方
螳螂面對蟋蟀　迴響也如同幻覺
SHALL WE TALK, SHALL WE TALK
就算牙關開始打震　別說謊

陪我講　陪我親身正視眼淚誰跌得多
無法講　除非彼此已失去了能力觸摸
鈴聲　可以寧靜　難過　卻避不過
如果沉默太沉重　別要輕輕帶過

明月光　為何未照地堂
孩兒在公司很忙　不需喝湯
SHALL WE TALK　斜陽白趕一趟
沉默令我聽得見葉兒聲聲降



well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.