Bad Day

To maintain a strong front has its pros and cons. It allows one to believe, be it falsely or not, that one can reach the finishing line safely. Then again, when one falls, the fall is usually harder than imaginable. Most people are unable to understand that people with a bright surface can actually have their tumultuous moments when they are alone. Be it in the car or at home, when the smile is taken off the face, the emotions tumble in like a vacuum glass ball with a leak. Unhealthy thoughts fill the atmosphere. The heart starts to feel pain that is usually numb by noises and activities. The need for some warmth fell short when the courage to dial a number left one fruitless.



After a hard day, and I truly mean hard so much so you want to wave the white flag and call things quits, there was only one thing on the mind. Unfortunately, the mirror image is not in existence. The pure thought of... Whatever that's on my mind now... IRKS ME!

This scream is silent.