Lean On Me

Refusing to succumb to dormicum, I had another night of tossing and turning. Mindless thoughts aside, I was freakin' tired and when the mind wants to sleep but the body doesn't, it becomes an evil cycle of tossing from the left to right, from the front to the back. Insomnia is a devil who haunts me when I least needed it.

Just before I went out for lunch, I checked my phone and found a horrendous number of missed calls. Of which, 4 were unknown, 6 were repeated so I happily thought I've only got 2 calls to return. It turned out to be 2 x 30 mins calls so while trembling with hunger, I had to fake the usual cheery voice and try to finish the calls nicely. To top it all, they were all fruitless calls.

To Meiren Biaojie, I love you and you know I'm always here to make you a drink. I'm just a phonecall away and I will make it a point to spend more time with you girls. Mahjong is always welcomed but you know very well why I'm avoiding spending too much time at your place. I'll rent a space on your bed when you move out and hope the house search ends soon. I need to move out very soon as well. You've seen it for yourself how my Mom intrudes into my privacy last night. But the property prices just puts me off. Having said that, I'm just glad I have you to grumble to when Mom gets on my nerves.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.