白茫茫的星光 灑在長長路上
想念的冰涼 你知道嗎？
你淺淺的微笑 深似海的眼光
都能掀起我 滔天的巨浪
你相信嗎？ 這是命嗎？
這次我們放棄抵抗
哪怕擁抱 在身上 劃下深深的傷
只要看你一眼一瞬間
哪怕是最後畫面
我的世界 因為愛過而完美
誰都不該離太遠
只要看你一眼一瞬間
足夠我熬過千年
我不後悔 愛若讓末日提前
我們要一起 好好迎接那句點
白茫茫的星光 灑在長長路上
想念的冰涼 你知道嗎？
你淺淺的微笑 深似海的眼光
都能掀起我 滔天的巨浪
你相信嗎？ 這是命嗎？
這次我們放棄抵抗
哪怕擁抱 在身上 劃下深深的傷
只要看你一眼一瞬間
哪怕是最後畫面
我的世界 因為愛過而完美
誰都不該離太遠
只要看你一眼一瞬間
足夠我熬過千年
我不後悔 愛若讓末日提前
我們要一起 好好迎接那句點
如果相愛是錯 錯過又算什麼
這一次我們 寧死不放手
往彼此的心裡跳 跳過天荒地老
只要看你一眼一瞬間
哪怕是最後畫面
我的世界 因為愛過而完美
誰都不該離太遠
只要看你一眼一瞬間
足夠我熬過千年
我不後悔 愛若讓末日提前
我們要一起 好好迎接那句點
我們要一起 好好迎接那句點
The rain and hail in Woodbury didn't quite help brighten up the mood. For once, retail therapy didn't help. For the good half of the day, I just tagged behind Dodo in NYC who was in an equally bad mood. We tried to get some Godiva and hot chocolate to soothe the cold but it didn't help. Who says chocolate helps cheer people up? Advertising gimmick, maybe?
I have never "heard" such silence from myself before. From Manhattan to Brooklyn, I could still force a smile and some words. From Brooklyn to Woodbury, I was almost dead. I couldn't sleep. Dodo in NYC said that I was tossing and turning the entire night and I told him, I don't even know if I slept. From Woodbury to New Jersey, I was knocked out with my nano ringing in my ear totally ignoring "My Twin in NYC" and her 3 Taiwanese friend. From New Jersey back to Manhattan then from Manhattan to Queens, I was awake and looking at the suburb skylines of Jersey to the brightly lit city of Manhattan then to "Tiong Bahru" town of Queens back to Manhattan. Sat in the car while Dodo in NYC makes his "emotional delievery" back to its owner, I thought he has probably sorted out some thought but like me, I think he is as upset. We're both sitting in the same room, msning each other because I can't bring myself to talk.
Got a dress from BCBG today which Dodo in NYC commented that I looked beautiful in it and if the ABK saw it, he would have busted one of his balls (whatever that meant). Felt pleased but wasn't delighted as I usually would be.
"My Twin in NYC" said something today that made me think. We were discussing about guys and such. She said something that made me wonder, "if the guy cared enough about me..."
I know I'd still be here because I want to but I don't think I'd want to be here because a part of me knows that the thing I'm waiting for will never come. It is just an illusion, a good and bad dream rolled into one. It's about time I wake up from this whole sweet dream and I'm thankful I've at least got an image in my mind how great life could be if only...
Brief translation is provided for the benefit of people like Dodo in NYC...
我发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
Finding myself standing here for some time, not knowing where to go
I don't wanna go home but even standing in amidst of the crowd, I'd still be lonely
I don't even care what everyone thinks or say about me
My happiness needs affirmation, I can turn to no one but suffer from my own misery
My faith sheds after dusk, what am I left with after stripping off the defence
Why am I missing you more when I'm vulnerable
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何
Have you thought about me when you hear this
Are we just normal friends or do you really care?
I've so much to tell you, my heart hasn't found a home
What am I suppose to so? So what if I don't wanna do it, I simply have no choice.
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
Have you thought about me when you hear this
Will you fall for rumours or you know I'm just me
Even if you're just cold and far away
If I know that you're thinking of me, that's all enough.
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 要无可奈何
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我 你会想到什么
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