Saw the above statement in TongMama's blog and it touched a very raw part of me. In my insignificant part, it always seem like things are falling apart more than coming together. With friends who helped me along the way to seek the pre-existing contentment, things are alot easier to ride on.
Recently I've been getting the "you're not young anymore" rubbed in my face. I totally understand where they're coming from but that should not be a motivating factor for me to grab just anyone. I am lucky, really. I have people around me who truly cares and in no circumstance am I going to jeopardise the friendship. This is probably the time of my life I should focus my attention of what feeds me and the other mouths that depend on me. It is absolutely not an option to give them a life lacking in reliance and comfort. Even for the love for myself, to be absolutely selfish, dependence is not a trait I can afford to pick up.
Still, I suppose in the most unexpected situations, I should be hitting some jackpot. Maybe not the machine with the most payout but one that will bring me much joy.
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