Tubby's Birthday in Tioman

Your Birthdate: June 23

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong. You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

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It was Tubby's birthday last Saturday. He received his first ever birthday gift from me at the strike of 12. This is what he's got.



The day was quite torturous considering the coach and ferry ride to Tioman. You see, i have severe motion sickness, I can't even watch my brother play 3D games so the coach ride was a little of a torture to me. When we got to Paya Beach, it was all worth it. Don't expect 6 star hotels and such but it was nice and quiet, almost like a private beach. I loved it. Snorkeling was amazing, though the corals were dying. The only drawback, i was still motion sick so i needed to throw up in the sea. So i struggled back to shore, swimming against the current and chucked. It was terrible and needless to say, i was out for a couple of hours. I felt bad cuz he had to accompany me and miss the sun.

[For the record, i saw this fish and apparently, it's called a Teira Batfish.]


I was hoping if we all could, I'd love to stay another day so that Tubby could get a little more of the sun. I tried to make things all worthwhile for him when we lugged a couple of muffins from Toast and i set it up like a cake with hilariously kiddy candles "2" and "7". We had Monkey, ZCM, "Where's The Love", "Pink Queenbee" join us and i hope Tubby enjoyed the little celebration.

Just for the fun... My birthday...

Your Birthdate: January 11

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

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Christmas Island

"Christmas Island" is coming to Singapore today and this is so exciting. We used to work together till she decided to leave this company earlier this month. I've always loved to chat with her either on Skype when we first joined or via email and on some days, we can go on for hours on the phone. She's not fun as it hilarious, it just so relaxing to just have a good chat and she's so selfless when it comes to sharing her expertise on recruitment.

This description is going to sound like it's outta the world but this is just who "Christmas Island" really is. She's really tall. Not relatively to my height. Genuinely tall standing at about 6 feet. I would think she would be at least 6 feet. She's tanned and gorgeous. Her ability to guzzle beer puts most guys in shame. She's just like a bloke, just doesn't look the part. I'm looking forward meeting her tonight.

Somehow, the thought of Christmas Island makes me crave for hairy crab. They're all red when cooked aren't they.

I love the pictures on this site by a photographer, Jurgen Freund. For the purpose of today's post, here's one on Christmas Island Migrating Red Crabs!

Occupational Hazard

So nice to see the guys again. Since I left law school, a place where we hung out and talk rubbish everyday, we only manage to meet up a couple of times due to work schedule and the availability of everyone. Nothing much has changed. "Skinny Biker" is still crazy and her rubber face i still intact. "Twiggy" is still exceptionally scary and her want and need to put on weight sends me into streaks of jealousy. "Superbly Lucky But Extremely Blur Genius" is still the same person whom i can grumble to. "SB's" gf, "Queen of Estee Lauder Discounts" is still as sweet as ever. I genuinely think that both of them makes one of the best couples around. "SB" is just so lucky to have found "QELD", well not because of the private sale that she invites us to although that's like the super duper plus factor, she's really matured and i feel that she guides "SB" in such positive directly, i feel that things will only get better. "Twiggy's" new squeeze is this sweet, soft spoken girl. Let's just call her the "Indecisive Mont Blanc Girly". From her, i realised that i was unable to strike it off as easily as someone new anymore.

I really wished that i could like goes into endless conversation with her like i do with my candidates but i can't. It's so sad that i've lost the ability to go into any interesting conversation except when i'm at work. I guess due to the nature of my job, i'm being forced to talk too much and when it's off work, i feel so lethargic to attempt to speak to a new person. Nonetheless, i must say she's quite nice and sweet. It's just tragic that i'm becoming a victim of "occupational hazard". Even when everyone is talking, i find it tough to get into the conversation but people like "SB" never fails to crack me up with her mindless jokes which i suspect weren't meant to be a joke at all.

Hey "Twiggy", we shall get "IMBG" out some other time when i'm not so mentally tired with work on my mind. I think i'd probably be able to ramble off with her about shopping and make-up.

My eyes are so sore and tired, i think i should just get some rest.

To Love And To Hold

The nightmare i had this morning woke me up sobbing before i slump myself back in bed for another 6 hours of sleep, trying to catch up on lost time during the work week. The last person on earth who would be in the mental mindset to commit suicide did so in my dream and i was telling myself that i should wake up. No matter how i tried, i couldn't. I can't bear the thought of losing someone i love so dearly. I've been out with several people in my life and none felt so precious that i had nearly cried my eyes out in my dream. It was a horrendous one.

As the dream progresses, i found out that the death was fake and when i saw him again, i really believed that i was having a bloody conversation with the dead. The later part of the dream revealed that the death was faked and he was trying to leave me. I could not believe that i had irritated some people so bad that they had to feign death to leave me. Besides, there was another girl whom i found out that he went to Cannes with behind my back. Then again, all these may not make much sense because it's just a God damn dream. I was crying so bad, i wouldn't be surprised if i found tear marks on my pillow. I was sobbing uncontrollably but thankful i actually woke up to find that the reality is not such.

I've always been an insecured person and was always afraid that I'm not being well-liked. I never knew why i was the commonly hated object but i did try to be a better person in the process. I reckon i was too self-centred and didn't quite care what others thought. Many people are such but I'm just a little too candid for my own good. I never thought of what i wanted to say and should be saying, i just blurt them out. Straightforwardness may be a positive aspect of a person's character but definitely not in my case. I'm just glad that people who loves me and know me, knows very well that I'm not such a person and have understood where i was coming from.

But had it not been the nightmare, i wouldn't be finding myself waking up to a pair of nice warm arms and shoulders i can lean on for life. It's only when your add some salt to your watermelon that you actually know how sweet and tasty it is. That is why we have salt added to cookies. Digressing?

I would never want to have such a frightening nightmare ever again but I'm sure, this has make me realise that life is so fragile. You may lose someone overnight and to regret means it's way too late for salvation. In reality, i wouldn't want to regret which is why i put in 101% in loving some people so i don't live on regretting my actions. Having said that, there are always people whom you can't be bothered with but i guess, to achieve being a better person, i will have to learn to love everyone and not be biased. Besides, we're all humans and living in the same world. Learning to protect and love one another is a life long continuous lesson that everyone should be learning. Cliche but it holds the truth that many of us are trying all ways to deny it.

Good Shrekky Parenting

I enjoyed my last weekend a great deal and i caught Shrek 3. It was absolutely hilarious and i loved it. It's been some time since i caught such a brainless yet funny film. It was great being able to catch up with my favourite cousin and her 2 girls.

We spoke a little and it's a pain when you realise that the people closest to you are talking behind your back and to make things worse, it's those unpleasant things you know you'd never say something like that about them. I don't like it when someone whom your umbilical cord was once tied to and that you have had so much respect and love for, say stuffs behind you and your respect for them seem to have eroded over the years due to such comments which have obviously been made known and propagated with the help of a couple of malicious chatterboxes.

I have always thought that my parents gave me limitless supply of freedom because they never asked about my life, interfered my relationships or nagged about my results. Slowly i came to realise, maybe they just can't be bothered. However, with that in view, i do secretly hoped that my parents do care and they just wanted to give me a free hand to handle my own affairs. This is clearly not the care. Hearing terrible remarks some people made behind my back, practising favouritism, are just some of the little and insignificant examples that i have to share. Everything i do or attempt to do puts me right on the higher end of the list amongst others on "How to be a good child to your parents". I'm not blaming life and all and i still think one of them loves me and has given me all he could but it's the entire package that comes with the gossip. I simply do not like it.

I'm glad i still have got my cousin, my brother when he doesn't quite irritate me and the man who has given me all he's got for the past 26 years.

Strangely, Tubby's Mom, someone whom i was terrified of, now pushes my head and tells me that lunch is getting cold, attempts to feed me udon salad is more like Mom. Not that she can ever replace anyone in particular but as i told Tubby last night that he should feel really lucky to have a Mom like her and had been there for him all the time. She has added alot of value into my life and giving me alot to look forward.

I digress.

Shrek's been a great film and i would encourage all of you to watch it. It's all worth it and there isn't a single boring moment. I give it 4 out of 5 popcorns!

To Forgive & Give

Received this in my inbox earlier. I generally hate mass mails but they do have interesting stuffs every now and then which is why i never scream at my friends for sending them to me. This is one of those that doesn't look very good and would love to click trash then i started reading...

It's so meaningful. I didn't cry but i have to admit that my eyes welled. I guess it means a great deal just to be a little more patient with people around us, pay more attention to our parents before we can't do it again and learn to be a husband/wife all over again. Sometimes it wouldn't hurt to be more forgiving and giving. We will learn to appreciate life better when we learn to appreciate the people in our lives. It's a good start and i shall be less petty and think of all the good things you have done for me and not sulk.

I know when I'm peeved and i don't speak, it's really bad. I will try to be a better person. I'm not preaching over here and expect all of you to do what i say. It's more like a reminder for myself and i hope you will be feeling my sincerity very soon. To be trying is a step forward...

La"seek"

Been thinking about having Lasik done for the longest time ever. Whenever new technology surfaces, side effects you might get based on the old technology would be revealed due to the efforts of promoting the new technology. Hence my reservation getting Lasik done on my eyes. Yes, your eyes! One of the most precious gift you would ever receive and never take it for granted. We do, don't we. I often forget there are people who never had the convenience of having eyesight, they will never get to experience the colours and views we did or will see.

I have had friends who have done it and also friends who work at the Eye Centre and friends who could get discounts, the list goes on and i still can't muster enough courage to do it. I've spoken to a candidate today who have just done the procedure not long ago with a great ophthalmologist and i think i will go see this guy. His price range is a little steep but hey, it's an expensive asset to protect. The issue now would be the cost. Once i get a good placement and get the money in my pocket, i will get it done.

This is not an advertisement but here's the website to the clinic that i wanna get my Lasik done. http://www.lasiksurgeryclinic.com

On an entirely separate note, i have added some links on your rights. Click on them to access to the blogs of my loved ones. If you have a blog you wanna add on to my list, leave me a message and i'd do it immediately. Being legally trained, i reserve all rights to reject any request or to take down anyone's link at any point in time. I will have all the discretion i need on MY blog.

Ironies

My cousin from Malaysia is here. Let's just call her "Closest Distance". We spent a great deal of time together when we were younger. Whenever we were having school holidays, Grandma would bring me to this little town called Sungei Rengit, about 20 mins drive further down Desaru. We will take this little dodgy looking bumboat and spend a month there. There wasn't anything fun but it gives my Grandma some time off this concrete jungle and back to her home with clean air.

"CD" loves to play with my hair and will always style them into ponytails, plaits. Come to think of it, life really pull a fast one on her - She has got 3 kids, all boys. Frankly, and i hope she never sees this because i love her so much as a cousin - Her kids are terrors. They are so mischievous, you would just wanna slap them so hard, that they'll never get off the couch again to irritate you. Being the all nice person she is, she spoils her kids rotten as well.

"CD" is not actually related to me by blood. She's adopted because her birth parents couldn't afford to keep her but fortunately for her, my Uncle adopted her and gave her quite a comfy life. Then again, she's actually more of a real cousin than some hypocritical ones out there. My third uncle has 2 sons and both of them are totally, entirely and incorrigibly horrible and heartless. One of them looks like the blatant stupid murderer and the other one just seems like the geeky serial killer. You may think that i'm terrible to say such things about them but the blatant and stupid possible murderer did not even grief or wore white, which was supposed worn to shown grief, during the funeral. I think it's the severe inferiority complex that makes him wanna be better than others but face it, he is someone i'm ashamed of to be called my cousin. On one hand, i feel bad that i'm saying this BUT if you've gone through what i did, you would agree with me. This family has no respect for anyone and created havoc during my Grandma's funeral which in turn, caused me to blow up and cry. Bastards!

So no matter how unstoppable "CD"'s kids are, i always have the patience for them and i would still bring them out and buy them stuffs. How ironic!

Not So Gay Blog

Watch this space: http://kwang-comingoutbutsonotgay.blogspot.com

Even the title is hilarious...

Another Home

Another Home

Not discussing on how I’ve shuttling between Tubby’s place and my own. It’s the song Home by Chris Daughtry.

Since his American Idol days, I’ve always thought that “this guy could sing”. Well I’ve always tried to avoid saying I love rock music because I’ve never thought that I’d like them. Some people may think that it’s really cool but if asked my favourite genre of music, I’ll say bossa nova without hesitation. I don’t know much about bossa nova I must admit but I love listening to them. They do make me feel more relaxed and I love how it feels. Rock music, on the other hand, doesn’t exactly get classified into chillout music but I always catch myself loving rock. When I say rock, it’s got to be more soft rock, “emo” rock and not the hard or heavy metal sort. I think Tua Tow and the gang has a large part to play. I used to hang out with them while they were playing those emo rock on their guitars and I’ve loved it since. I always find myself sucking into listening to these songs over and over again and before I know it, I’m lip syncing to the words.


Chris Daughtry - Home

I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feels a different kind of pain.

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,

And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Stubborn Mule

One day my stubbornness is just going to be the demise of me. My reluctance to give in and my insistance on my stand will just make my life miserable. To think that i've gone through 26 years of stubborn life and should know very well by now that it's not doing me any good. I have not change and not very sanguine with any possibility of that ever happening. I guess as we get older, priorties change, we will learn to bear with things and keep them within than to let it blow up. However, the stubbornness is likely to stay.

Stubbornness is not an entirely a character flaw. It's just the way some people are i guess. To stand by one's decision should be encouraged. We should never bow down to untruths or wrongs. However, when you know certain decision is going to be life changing, then i reckon it's about time we just take a step back and think about what life has to offer had we not insist to voice our opinion or think we're right.

If only i have a knob to turn down my stubbornness when it is not helping my life in anyway...

Ministry of Sound

It was a night of boys night out and i have decided to tag along. Needless to say, loads of alcohol and smoke. How unhealthy. Haha but i'm totally out of it, i was so awake, even at the end of the day, i feel that i could have flown a plane home.

I guess Tubby did enjoy himself with his bunch of bachelor classmates. I did try to run through my phonelist for single girls but they're either taken or they wouldn't be interested in men in general.

Got a call from Inuka when we were heading for Double O and we ended up at MoS since the bunch of fitties were there. Good to catch up...

But when we were there, there was this bunch of boys, seems like young Korean chaps, who were dancing behind Inuka. Given the protective nature i have over Inuka, seeing that she was obviously uncomfortable and possibly disturbed, i shoved her into the spot where i was dancing and took hers. The irritatant bunch then tapped me on my arm repeatedly. I got really peeved and warned them that it wasn't not funny. Sir Single and Available just went stright out to warn them with his "bigger than my face" fist. I guess the guys felt threatened and left. Had he not done that, i must have put my fist into the guys' groin with as must weight as i could muster. I wished i had the courage to do that the first time they tapped on my arm.

For that reason, i'd avoid MoS at all cost in future.

Personal Updates

Been rather busy with work and Tiger's condition so haven't got much time to blog. Just a general updates to keep those of you out there who are concerned weith Tiger in the loop since Tiger can't sms you and tell you he's in the ICU or when he's discharged.

Tiger's fine except for some sort of permanent damage to one of his kidneys but all in all, he's healthy and running. In fact, the blood test shows that he's fine just that he may need to be on special diet for the rest of his life. And considering his tender age, it's not going to be easy for him. Please don't ask me if he's a girl or guy because i have no idea of how to reply. Just see it for yourself. I'm sticking to using him for now.

As for me, i'm fine. There's some new colleague at work and she's been great. Very sweet Aussie girl. Will update once i get to know her better.

Lazy Sunday Afternoon

Lazy Sunday afternoon and we're all sitting at The Book Cafe doing nothing. Somehow, i kinda enjoy it. We're single, free, without kids and enjoying the silence. Well, minus off the sound of construction work from the nearby site. In Singapore, the sound is everywhere and really, there's no way you can escape that. Sometimes, this is still way better than kids screaming away. Don't misunderstand me. I love kids. In fact, i love Tubby's niece, Lala, to bits. Just that it's good to know you can always return them to their parents when they start their nonsense.

Blue skys, good sun without the humidity... This is simply a great day for the sun the sand and the sea. Tubby's gotta finish his dissertation draft which explains why we're all here. I'm not lamenting. In fact, i'm glad i can be here for him and spend this lazy afternoon with him. I kinda love it here doing nothing, chatting on MSN, think about work, clearing emails, checking friendster... Besides, Monkey and Zhao Cai Mao are here as well.

Have anyone of us ever looked up into the sky and see how blue it actually can be. Yes i know the sun is colourless but when i was in Shanghai, the sky is actually GREY. The sky reflects the colour of the ocean and apparently, it's gray in Shanghai. It makes you feel really gloomy for no reason why but here, blue skies makes you happy. Well you can't compare with Boracay or Bora Bora, it's as fantastic as you get in a built up city.

Now i wanna go Bora-Bora... Hmmm

My First Vaio

Got my aesthetically pleasing laptop but then again, it could have looked better if my pockets were deeper. All in all, i'm happy because it will serve me just fine since i'll be shuttling between my own place and my second home.

On an entirely different note, Tiger will be having his sex change operation next week and he will be a she by next week. Guess the hormornes injections will eradicate my worries on how he's going to pee with the habitual leg lifting pee posture.

Went for the Estee Lauder private sale just now and bought myself a ton of stuffs and hopefully, not junk. The crowd is insane and i spent more than an hour try to get to the end of the queue and another hour squeezing through the crowd inside. The best buy for today would be a travel size brush set. Been to countless of these sale and could never get my hands on some brushes. this is the first and the best. I couldn't bring myself to walk anymore because i was beginning to amass things i don't need and i don't want that to happen. I'm becoming Estee Lauder's sale expert... Haha!

Blood Red's manicure shop is opening today. Those of you interested for a self-pampering session, head for The Nail Loom Block 218 Bedok interchange. nice quaint outlet and i'm sure you'll go off with gorgeous nails.

Went to Mustafa last night with Monkey and Zhao Cai Mao to get Blood Red's gift. It was tiring to be lugging that huge box but all in all, it was fun to be able to do something for your best friend i guess.

I Can Be Purple, I Can Be Anything You Like!

Had a dream last night that i was turning fat. Think I've really gotta do something about it. I should stick to my low fat lunches and not make regular trips to the point point shop and have copious amount of yummy curry on my rice. Gym... Er... I still try but this week's a little different.

Coloured my hair back to ash-brown last night. According to my colleagues, this colour does complement my skin colour but purple's still funky. I like the purple alot but unfortunately, it doesn't give me the professional aura that I'm supposed to exude. So i had it back to a colour a little more professional looking and soon, I'd need to have a suit ready in the office for emergency meetings. And sooner than that, I'd need to develop an international accent??!! What is an international accent? To sound like Flying Dutchman?

I can be brown, i can be blue, i can be violet sky... I can be hurtful, I can be purple, I can be anything you like... Gotta be green, gotta be mean, gotta be everything more... Why don't you like me, why don't you like me, why don't you walk out the door... In case you're wondering, these are lyrics to the song, Grace Kelly, by Mika. My favourite song for now...

We will be going to Melbourne and Sydney in August. Yippee! I hope... If Monkey and Zhao Cai Mao are to fall through for these GRAND PLANS, we'll just have to plan them ourselves.

But before that, I'd love to go on a trip back to Malacca, yes again!, to have a retreat session at the spa. Can we? (Imagine Puss-n-Boots' twinkling innocent eyes)

I'm A Wild HOG!

Took the weekend to visit Grandma's grave and to pay respects. Brought Tubby there and even my cousin thought that Grandma would be very happy to see him and that he's treating me well.

Instead of my uncle's place, we stayed at Sebana Cove. Not the 5 star hotel sort but very resort feel and definitely relaxing.

We thought coming back on Sunday early afternoon could give us more time to rest but apparently NOT. Went to watch Wild Hogs with Monkey and Zhao Cai Mao. Good show. Hilarious! Would recommend to those who needs a laugh.

Dinner was disastrous but mango pomelo will always salvage the situation.

Was late this morning. My bones were aching... I need a break...

In the process of planning Melbourne & Sydney for August. Hong Kong plans was aborted. Will have to miss my colleague's wedding.

Xiao Bai

Finally, "Xiao Bai" aka "Bunny" is here. I took it for a ride and you can really feel the turbo when the little meek looking car surged forward, it almost felt like someone installed rockets at the back of the car, pushing the car forward with the combustion. Yeah talking about combustion, it's probably not the most fuel efficient car around. Nonetheless, it's a good and fun drive. Well, "Monkey" and "CT" would find it hard to believe when i made a sharp turn of more than 90 degrees at a speed sedning your hair flying, technically in excess of 100km/h, it didn't prove to be so fun to them after all. But guys, trust me, i had my eyes opened all the time, i knew we're going to be safe and we could all feel the grip of the car alright? But when CT said, "Don't ever do that again... Well unless I'm drunk". That, freaked me out! I'll never be indecisive on the road again, although i drive like a bloody man.

Intuition Kills

Have you girls ever felt when people interact, you get the "there's something between them" sort of feeling? Or could you girls feel the concern someone has for another in excess of a platonic relationship? Why am i just asking the girls? Simply because girls are the idiots who read too much and think too much and will more often than not, end up hurting only herself. I have to admit that i really felt it but i also have to come to terms that our intuition may not always be right. Even if it was, I've now chosen to think otherwise. It is not worth the while to destroy trust solely based on intuition. Intuition may sometime or one day, cause our doom. We've been too reliant on it for the largest part of our lives.

On an abnormal note, the burst of emotions can relief huge amounts of stressed piled up for some people. For me, i just remained too calm, too cold. I barely showed any emotion or shed a tear but inside me, i was just tearing up, entirely devastated by my own idiotic imagination. I felt that as per every other times, God was trying to take away things that doesn't belong to me, maybe because i don't deserve it, maybe i never had it, maybe... However, the love built in this short span has the elasticity and strength to withstand all these and it just emerged stronger. I'm enjoying more than ever. The joy of being in each other's arms just greatly increased in magnitude. The morning was grey and cloudy but the breeze was comfortable and you know, sunlight was just shining through without the heat. It felt good. You know the sun will shine through later.

Blown Up Glove

Have you ever found yourself waking up early in the morning with a smile and a hand that looks like a blown up surgeon's glove sliding down your face, complete with "good morning" filled with morning breath? And yet you simply feel like the luckiest girl on earth?

I feel vulnerable, not in a bad way but i have no idea if it'll ever grow into something really nasty. When you can't get enough of someone and are in constant need to see or be in the company of one particular person, you risk getting too sticky for comfort; but when two person are sort of willingly sinking into this "you asked for it" vulnerability, it's actually enjoyable. We both know one day we'll just not feel the need to see or feel each other constantly; but right now, we're both just sunken in deep and can't quite get out of it... Do we even want to?

Right now, i'm just enjoying the moments we spend in the car on the way to work, when i just refuse to wake up and make an enormous fuss when some stupid alarm just couldn't go off, torturing myself with cold cold showers early in the morning! By cold cold shower i don't quite mean the extinguishing kind, but more of the freezing cold unheated water. It's a torture but to be able to see that face with that gayish smile, it's all worth it. I'm loving every moment of this.

One day we're be driving our Grand Vitara and pointing our middle finger at some sore driver who can't drive properly. We'll do our one click signal turnings and irritate the shit out of the other road users. We'll just go to work together even if it means there's pure silence. But we're aware and we can feel, the silence is actually comfortable in the midst of the mutual synchronicity.